#Small Stone for Jan. 8 2014

badge-14-300x300For January 8th, A Year with Rilke selection is titled Balance. That “we” are not in balance with the tree of life, nor with the seasons.

I thought of my own experience with balance. How I lose focus on other things I need to do when I am on the computer for hours, even what this lack of physical movement does to my body’s balance. Here is my small stone for January 8. All my small stones are first drafts and first impressions:

 

Balance

Balance (Photo credit: Summations)

Jan. 8, 2014

Why am I out of step
with my own life?

I run to catch up,
then slow to the speed
of moving backward.

If I am hot,
I long for cool, then
shiver in the wind.

On one foot,
I wobble, untethered

–CAS

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Rainer Maria Rilke

Rainer Maria Rilke (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Small Stone for Jan. 7, 2014

badge-14-300x300Today A Year with Rilke’s entry is called The Vastness of Connection. Rilke questions what his part  might be in the connection to the stars.  (At least, that is my interpretation of his writing today.)

This fits with some of my own questions right now, and so my small stone ponders connection too.

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Jan. 7, 2014

projection

projection (Photo credit: tom_focus)

To stand outside myself
a moment to consider
the vastness of the universe
how small my presence in it

how am I connected
to the world around me

how am I connected
to the stars?

–CAS

Rainer Maria Rilke

Rainer Maria Rilke (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

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Small Stone for Jan. 6, 2014

badge-14-300x300Today’s Rilke reading is a difficult one. It tells us we should make death our closest friend. But it is meant in the sense that it “…brings us into absolute and passionate presence of all that is here…”

Rainer Maria Rilke

I am not sure I can embrace this concept fully. My best sense of it, I suppose, is again to appreciate what is “now”, what life and the world presents to me, to us, each moment.

Jan. 6, 2014

I’ve watched the light
fade from behind his eyes
as each day he moved closer
to his own eternity.

If I scan my face in the mirror
I see my spark still bright
I will not worry about eternity.
It will come. But not today.

–CAS

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Small Stone for Jan. 5, 2014

badge-14-300x300The January 5th entry in A Year With Rilke talks about our impermanence. He says it seems to be hidden from us.

I’ve recently been reading a small book on philosophy, death and the afterlife, which also speaks about how we tend to believe we will live forever, even in the face of evidence that we are not immortal.

Rainer Maria Rilke

On the one hand, I know that sooner or later we all die. On the other, I, like many of us, tend to live my life as if I had all the time in the world, so I often waste it on unimportant things (watching mindless reality shows or playing computer games), and on worry about things I cannot change. (Aging, for one, disability for another.)

Jan. 5, 2014

How much time between
now and then?

Old Clocks

Old Clocks (Photo credit: servus)

Before I can write the words
future becomes past,

now as elusive as dreams,
tomorrow never quite arrives.

–CAS

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