Small Stone for Jan. 17, 2014

badge-14-300x300For January 17, I encounter Rilke‘s poem, The Lute. There is a sensuousness to this poem that strikes me first, and I am tempted to go with a different inspiration for today’s small stone. But as I think about the words in the poem, I begin to think about how the external world touches us, whether through another person, through music, or simply the kind of weather each day brings. Two of my friends suffer from SAD, Seasonal Affective Disorder, winter depression.

English: A 30 kHz bright light therapy lamp (I...

English: A 30 kHz bright light therapy lamp (Innosol Rondo) used to treat seasonal affective disorder. Provides 10,000 lux at a distance of 25 cm. credit: Wikipedia)

The last two or three winters I have been depressed, as that’s when all the body’s little complaints join together. Achy joints, sore back, and thoughts about getting older. Perhaps it is SAD for me too? A conversation with a friend suggests I should look for a lamp designed to help with this. So, tomorrow, perhaps, when there is no snow falling, I will go shopping for one.

Jan. 17, 2014

Is all thought formed
from an internal spark, or
does the outside world
also have its say?

Christmas 2009029I wonder whether grey sky
seeps into my thoughts,
creeps like snow through crevices
under my window, colouring my day.

Does Rilke’s writing on death
add its tinge of grief to my own,
as I mourn the passing days
and long for summer?    

CAS

AYEARWRILKE

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Small Stone for Jan. 16, 2014

badge-14-300x300Today’s poem by Rilke is Not By Grasping, which you can read here: http://yearwithrilke.blogspot.ca/2011/01/not-by-grasping.html

In the poem Rilke says “To sing is to be. Easy for a god. But when do we simply be?”  

AYEARWRILKE

I’ve shared the link to the poem because there is so much to think about in a scant 14 line sonnet.  Unlike some of the passages so far, I had to think a long time before making my choice which lines to respond to. I’ve quoted the closing couplet as an epigram to my short poem here.

Jan. 16, 2014

Truly to sing takes another kind of breath.
A breath in the void. A shudder in God. A wind.  – Rilke

Some days the poems flow, words
tumble one over the next, as if they
come from somewhere beyond thought.

But as  I try to write the dark shadowed words—

Shadows in the late afternoon.

Shadows in the late afternoon. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

as thought turns inwards—

I become blind and mute. Today,
I stumble and tremble to sing my song.

–CAS

The Only Journey

The Only Journey (Photo credit: Celestine Chua)

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Small Stone for Jan. 15, 2014

Letters to a young poet

Letters to a young poet (credit: Xpectro)

badge-14-300x300For January 15, A Year with Rilke again shares a passage from Letters to a Young Poet, Paris, Feb. 17, 1903.

Rilke advises the young poet that as he “unfolds as an artist”to keep “growing through all that happens to you.”  He then tells him that looking outside oneself for answers is a violent disruption to the process, and that answers lie within ourselves.

Through the Chaos

Jan. 15, 2014

How do I hear myself
amid the buzz of babble,
the blab of the pave inside?

Outside, there is ebb and flow

Couleur Café
to the cacophony of sound,
noise of the crowd fades in and out.

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But here, even when sleeping
I cannot still the tangle of incessant voices
that hides what I feel and truths I might believe.

Tangled Roots

Tangled Roots (Photo credit: acaben)

–CAS

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Small Stone for Jan. 14, 2014

badge-14-300x300Today’s passage from A Year with Rilke is dated Aug. 12, 1904, and comes from Letters to a Young Poet.

Here, he tells us that fate is not an external force, but something that comes from ourselves. He says just as we were wrong about the sun’s movement, we are also wrong about what is ahead.

Jan. 14, 2014

If fate lies
inside us,
what changes might we
still have power to make?

If we think differently now,
live differently, can we
slow or halt disease
our careless lives have brought?

Letters to a Young Poet, by Rainer Maria Rilke

Letters to a Young Poet, by Rainer Maria Rilke (Photo credit: elycefeliz)

 

–CAS

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